goals

i haven't been swimming.  i did really well and went 1 time a week for 3 weeks in a row, and then something happened and now its been like 3 weeks without swimming.  i think my coach is getting ready to fire me.  but this most recent week at work was super hectic and busy so i asked him to not even schedule a swim because i wasn't going to do it and i really didn't want the added guilt of missing another swim.  so he obliged and then put TWO swims on the schedule for this week.  so mean!!!  and he wants me to run outside!!  OUTSIDE.