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what?? so my 2:00:30.8 1/2 marathon time, apparently isn't really 2:00:30.8 which is totally annoying. not only did they update the website but the results magazine they sent out has some new time, that isn't even close to being under 2 hrs. what i don't understand is that they had me at some higher chip number before then dropped me down to the 2:00:30.8 and now, NOW they tear away my pr and throw it in the toilet. suposed new time is 2:01:12.3. i don't buy it. GET IT RIGHT PEOPLE.
so, ther used to be a massage lady at work. at my old job they would subsidize it so it was $10 for a 1/2 hr. the lady was pretty good and would even put you on the floor and do all kinds of stuff, and for $10 it was a good deal. then at my new company they had a lady. it was $22 for 1/2 hr and i went a few times. she was pretty good and i was like whatever. then she left and they brought in a guy. i was hesitant to go because not only was he charging $35 for a 1/2 hr (what is that?) but he is a senstive pony tail guy and i wasn't sure i like that. but last week i was going crazy with work and sleeping poorly and just feeling terrible so i decided to for over the cash and try it. so, somehow the chair was adjusted perfectly. i hadn't ever been able to relax in one of those things, they always felt weird and i was always a little tense. this time, it was a perfect fit. i told him what hurt and he started right up. at one point he asked how the pressure was, i told him it was good, to which he replied "thank you." this was weirdness number 1. it made me wonder what i might have actually said, did i say something other then what i thot i did? real weird. then he started working on my neck and was more effective then any other neck massage i think i have ever had. then he helped with some shoulder and peck stretches which he followed with an awkward "peck" massage. i think it was innocent. we started talking about running and various things that hurt because of it at which point he started rubbing my arse. now, there is nothing wrong with a good arse massage, especially when ones arse is tight and the other massage lady's had done it in the past, but they would just kind of do it then move on. this dude hung out on my arse for so long that i was laughing to myself thinking that yeah, i was possibly getting molested, right there, and i was paying for it, too. but man, i felt a hell of a lot better after, i might go back in another few weeks.
we are going out for new years this year. i am very excited. we are going to stay at a hotel and have dinner with friends then go to a rock n roll show. did i mention that? the last time we went out for new years we went to the same rock n roll show. same situation, we were out with people who knew people in the band apparently. that new years was at the EMP, we drank way too much and rode on the rides and got sick. all day the next day, so much so that i cried and cried that i had ruined seamus's first new years day. well, this year, we will stay down town at the hotel. anyway, i was going to wear the dress i mentioned last time. the one where the spanks wasn't working. until today. i went to the fabulous james dean down town to get a hair cut. i told the manager that james dean had changed my life. so i was down town without a car and i walked around. and i made the mistake of going to betsy johnson. and i accidentally bought a dress. but the whole thing was weird. i went in just to try stuff on since i already had a betsey johnson dress lined up for the evening but then i just had to try something or 5 on. there was a girl there with her boyfriend/husband/male person, and he was bringing her stuff to try on. well, they don't have mirrors in the dressing rooms, so you have to come out infront of everyone, which i did. all wsa fine and good until the man friend of the lady turned to me and commented on the dress i had on. all he said was that he liked the color because it was an amazing blue, but then it all got weird. the sales lady helping those people kept standing in front of me so i couldn't see in the mirror AND SHE WOULDN'T MOVE. it was really strange. i bought a different dress though but as i was leaving the girl was trying on the blue dress. ha! then eric and the kids came to pick me up.
i paused for a few days just then, now its the end of december, almost. our last water billed showed that by changing our shower head we saved $34 over our last bill. it's the lowest water bill we have had since sirus was born, which kind of conincides with the bathroom remodel with the awesome showerhead that is no longer.
i'll have to write about christmas and the rock band marathon at a later date.