not so sure

i showed this photo to seamus. she laughed and said it was a silly photo. i told her it was me and she said no it wasn't. i told her again that it was to which she said again it wasn't. then i asked her how she could tell it wasn't me. she looked and looked and thought about it and finally said, there is no watch in that picture. ... apparently, this is what i look like.
but duuuuude i have been packing on the pounds this past week. its been so bad. it started with thursday night going out to dinner and CHOWING down followed by out to dinner friday night where i CHOWED down again. we went to our neighborhood mexican resturant where they have the best ever tortilla soup which is what i normally get but noooo, i had to get the giant carne asada and chile relleno and i CHOWED down. then i followed that up with GIANT CHINESE dinner outtting on saturday where there was loots and loots of beer consumption and CHOWING down. out of control and that mixed with being sick mixed with missing some workouts due to sickness and weather ala crap, mixed with this being a rest week has all resulted in MASSIVE WEIGHT GAIN which totally bums me out but i am non stop STARVING.
poor sirus totally threw up at dinner tonight. i wasn't home yet but apparently he was at the dinner table eating dinner and then out it came. when i came home little guy was laying on the floor cuddle in pillows and a blanket. now he is up being all crazy but he was sick just then for a little.
i have a 1000 yard swim TT tomorrow. i told my coach i was a bit freaked out about it and she said she was glad to hear that since that would mean i am taking it seriously! i still have my sore throat but i hope it doesn't affect my time. i went swimming on wednesday and my shoulder seemed to be ok, but the throat, i just don't know what to do about that.