not sure

so i have been getting up on the wrong side of the bed lately it seems. this past week, although it was a short week, i sure was having a bad day on thursday i think it may have been. or was it wednesday? i' not sure.
then there was today. everything was going well. we went for a family jog with feather and dave and gumball. the kids looooved that gumball was along for the run. they kept an eye on her the entire time and laughed and laughed. when we got home, eric took off to meet up with his buddies for a bike ride and the kids and i hung out and ust did our thing. they had lunch and then a little later everyone was ready for nap time. myself included.
when eric got home we went for a walk to the uvillage to get out of the house for a little and get some dinner. the kids and i went to the playground while eric went to get us dinner. now, granted i had done a 1/2 arsed job trying to put myself together before heading down there and i was just in shorts and a baggy sweatshirt but i did try to cover up all my zits and i tried to calm down my hair a bit (damn the hair and the awesome new doo. i need it cut again, its getting poofy and out of control, this is going to be an expensive upkeep) buti was there helping sirus climb the ladder, he is becoming quite the impressive ladder climber and then trying to remind seamus to take her turn when i caught some woman giving me a look. all of a sudden i got very self conscious, i cant even spell it. she was one of those east side women with the bleach blonde hair, fake tan, probably late 30s, maybe even early 30s but she was sut giving me the stare down. for some reason it made me feel very bad about myself and ruined the rest of the time there for me. eventually she left and i couldn't rationalize my feelings about the whole thing. finally when we were leaving, eric got me a hot chocolate from starbucks and the bad feelings started to leave. i told eric the whole thing and he said the only reason the lady was giving me the looks was because she couldnt beleive that i had two kids and was as damn hot as i am. ha. he makes me laugh. i did decide to agree with him, because he is probably right.
seamus and sirus started soccer this past week. i guess its pretty cute and they were both having a great time. seamus also started preschool on thursday. i took the morning off from work so that i could be there to drop her off. she started to cry on the way there because she didn't want us to walk her in, she just wanted us to drop her off and then leave. but we took her in, she found her very own cubby, put her snack in it and then went into the classroom. iwish i could be there to watch what she is up to all day. she didn't say much about preschool that evening other then that there were two slides, a kitchen and a shopping cart. she did bring home a painting which i hung on her wall for her.
sirus is talking more, still not a whole lot and most of it i can barely tell, but he is so funny. he loves wheres waldo, especially the pages with cars on them.
we are going to go for a family bike ride tomorrow. that wll be fun i think!