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Sunday, August 12, 2012

what to do what to do

eric ripped up sirus's carpet today.  sirus has allergies, not to cats but to other things and we have been talking about taking the carpet out of his room anyway.  we hesitated because we would really like to put in real hardwoods throughout the house someday.  but we decided it was time for his room, just a quick cheap change out.  the kids and i went to ikea to pick up some flooring.  we got there early and there was no line for the kids area so i checked them in.  while we were standing there, the guy in front of us had an obvious c shaped scar on his scalp - brain surgery!  i was like oh!  and almost said something but thought better of it.  then he turned and he had an identical scar like mine on the other side!!  whoa!!  that guy had been through a lot!  wow!
dropped the kids off and headed in.  found a few things i didn't go there to get, found a shelf for our bedroom, and then found the flooring.  wrote the secret isle and bin numbers and boogied on out of there.  time was running out and i needed to check out and get the kids.
then i came home and slept for three hours.  i was planning on going for run but i couldn't do it.  i was so happy with my bike ride yesterday but it was a struggle to get out there.  and then last night we were up super late to watch the meteor shower and today, i just couldn't get it done.  the meteors were fantastic!!  when we were kids we watched a few but i hadn't ever seen anything like last night!  they were huge and so bright and would streak across 1/2 the sky!  totally amazing.  poor sirus slept through the whole thing but managed to wake up right as we were pulling into the driveway, so he and eric went out on the back porch and watched for a while.  sirus says he saw one but eric is pretty sure he just wanted to go back inside to go to bed.
which brings me to i think i have to stop trying to "train" for a while.  too tired.  and throw work in there and its too much.  feeling a little wussy but what am i going to do?  i'll tell you what i AM doing, i am getting FAT.  holy crap!!  i realized the other day that i am chowing down and i am pretty sure the reason is because i am so freaking tired that i am trying to get myself some energy.  FAT.  and oh i've had a headache since yesterday too!  what is that about!  not debilitating, just constant.  
20 year high school reunion coming up in a few months and not totally sure i am going to go.  totally fat and potentially bald.  waaah!!!! 
omg - i am such a complainer!!!

1 comment:

LaVonne said...

sounds reasonable to stop "training". let that go - the time will come where you can train your fat ass off all you want. just do what you can to stay healthy and happy. exercise for fitness, not to train.

you are not fat. and you have all your hairs still!