i cried, it rained, i went shopping

so this morning while at work and while partaking in my morning pumping regime, i just broke down and started to cry. it makes me sad to be away from my babies and i miss them so much. when i get home i am so tired but i have been trying to spend as much time with them as i can, but i miss them and i feel like i am missing out on so much stuff. to top it off i am having a hard time getting back into the groove at work. i am going to CA on monday so hopefully that will help with the work side of it, but not so much with the missing of the babies.
wouldn't you miss this little guy, too?

we have had lots of rain lately, like 24 days straight or something. and its not typical seattle drizzle, it is rain. i am thinking that is contributing to my sadness. i am hoping it will be sunny and warm in CA so that i can get a dose of it and maybe that will help.
yeah, so i went shopping because there wasn't much i could do about missing the bebes and there isn't much i can do about the rain. so shop i must.
my foot still hurts but not as bad as last night. i did not wear the clogs today. i wore some boots but they weren't the 3 inch stilettos that caused the problem in the first place. ok, the other boots aren't really stilettos but they certainly do not have a sensible heal on them at all. the bad arse motorcycle boots i have on today are a bit more sensible.